Thursday, May 27, 2010

CUTENESS OVERLOAD! and Past Lives




Hi, Healers! Shield your eyes! The cuteness might blind you! Yesterday, we took Addie into my pool for the first time this summer. She is now about 19 months old, a great age to really engage and enjoy the water. We had such a blast! I sat on the steps and watched Pat play in the shallow end with her, and every now and again, I took her around the shallow end myself.





Eating fresh fruit before pool time:





In the adorable bathing suit I bought for her to leave at my house:





Laughing and splashing:




Playing on the steps with me:







Warming up:



Swimming:



Sitting in her raft:


Snuggling with daddy:



How cute are these pictures?!?! I hope you enjoyed them!


As for my past lives, they are so interesting! In my first life, I was a woman during biblical times hiding with my group from those in power. It was a time of great persecution, and I was protecting our knowledge (think the Essenes or Illuminati). There was great famine and illness because we were hidng in caves, basically on the run. I had to make a choice between my child and protecting this knowledge, and I had a great split with God over this. In my second life, I was a male Civil War soldier that lost a leg on the battle field and died there with a split from God again. The common thread is that I need to reconnect with God in this lifetime in order to release this illness and heal my past lives. In this lifetime, I also had a split from God, and that is when my illness began. 

What is fabulous about this for me is that locating these issues is enough for me to let them go. Now, I can move forward and work on my relationship with Source to heal myself. Interestingly enough, in this life, I NEVER wanted children. I am 25 years old, raised in a fabulous family, but I never wanted children. In fact, I have been fiercely against having children! Perhaps, my first life and losing my child has created this random opposition to having children in this life?

Check back for my next post, which will be a great essay by Lynn.

Happy Healing!





14 comments:

Amber said...

Adorable pictures, thanks for sharing!

Lauren said...

OMG--How adorable!!! I just love her!!! That fruit looks so yummy too! :) Looks like you are having a nice time by the pool, enjoy, you deserve it!

So interesting about your past lives! I would love to know more about mine. Keep it up, girl, you are healing!

Tough Cookie said...

Thanks, Amber!

Lauren, it was so fun! You should come next time!

Tina said...

Very interesting. I'm glad you're figuring stuff out. Member your guides said this would be the summer of healing?

Tough Cookie said...

Hi, Tina! My thoughts EXACTLY! xoxoxoxo

Mary Liselle Davenport said...

Wow, fascinating! I could totally picture you as those people in the past. They all were important. They all had a mission. Thank you for sharing!!!

All American Girl said...

She is so adorable!! I have been craving kiwi and it made my craving even more prevelent...lol.

She's so girly girl. I love it :-)

Franci said...

What cute pictures!!!!

So interesting about not wanting childern,(even though you're great right now) I, too, have never wanted children. Maybe we met somewhere before!

Indu said...

Cuteness overload it is!!

Its amazing about your past lives!!

I cannot even begin to think of the many connections and implications something like this could have on our lives life times later!!

Your in safe hands I guess :)

Tough Cookie said...

Mary, thank you! Me too! lol

Erikka, she looks so girly, but she is such a brute!

Franci, weird! Maybe something similar happened to you where you lost a child in a past life. Who knows!

Hi, Indu! Maybe Lynn will open your records at some point during your work together.

Red Deception said...

Oh Em Gee! The little one gets more adorable as time passes. I can see she's becoming a fruit-loving little girl!

I find the talk of your past lives fascinating. How does it feel to know that about yourself? I can't imagine knowing that- I am unsure if I would be excited or scared about the outcome.

Tough Cookie said...

Hi, Red! Thank you! She is such a doll.

I think it is empowering. Knowledge is power, ESPECIALLY self-knowledge! The more self-aware I become, the more I feel I can handle all of this :-)

-Lindsey- said...

I want to lay by your pool! Looks looovely.

shannonmarie said...

There is no such thing as cuteness overload. That little one is adorable. I can't get enough. So cute!