I am a 28 year old, high raw vegan, licensed social worker (MSW, LSW) healing from a "progressive" and "incurable" neurological disease, Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy/Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (RSD/CRPS). Join me as I reflect, learn, grow, HEAL, and conquer. You can e-mail me at firstname.lastname@example.org, follow me on Twitter at http://twitter.com/happyhealing44, friend me on facebook: facebook.com/prefontaine44, or
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Hi, Healers! Shield your eyes! The cuteness might blind you! Yesterday, we took Addie into my pool for the first time this summer. She is now about 19 months old, a great age to really engage and enjoy the water. We had such a blast! I sat on the steps and watched Pat play in the shallow end with her, and every now and again, I took her around the shallow end myself.
Eating fresh fruit before pool time:
In the adorable bathing suit I bought for her to leave at my house:
Laughing and splashing:
Playing on the steps with me:
Sitting in her raft:
Snuggling with daddy:
How cute are these pictures?!?! I hope you enjoyed them!
As for my past lives, they are so interesting! In my first life, I was a woman during biblical times hiding with my group from those in power. It was a time of great persecution, and I was protecting our knowledge (think the Essenes or Illuminati). There was great famine and illness because we were hidng in caves, basically on the run. I had to make a choice between my child and protecting this knowledge, and I had a great split with God over this. In my second life, I was a male Civil War soldier that lost a leg on the battle field and died there with a split from God again. The common thread is that I need to reconnect with God in this lifetime in order to release this illness and heal my past lives. In this lifetime, I also had a split from God, and that is when my illness began.
What is fabulous about this for me is that locating these issues is enough for me to let them go. Now, I can move forward and work on my relationship with Source to heal myself. Interestingly enough, in this life, I NEVER wanted children. I am 25 years old, raised in a fabulous family, but I never wanted children. In fact, I have been fiercely against having children! Perhaps, my first life and losing my child has created this random opposition to having children in this life?
Check back for my next post, which will be a great essay by Lynn.