Thursday, July 8, 2010
Update on my Ketamine Infusion Fast Approaching
**Just answered this question on my formspring page. It's a quick update on how I am feeling about my hospitalization on Monday. I will write a more substantial post about how I am feeling and the AMAZING and quick spiritual growths I have had over the last few days concerning this treatment.
How are you feeling with the ketamine fusion approaching?
I've done a lot of praying, meditating, and asking for guidance, and I finally feel good about going in. Do I want to spend another week in the hospital? HELL NO! My spirit isn't sick, so when I have to do these things, it destroys me. BUT, I have this internal knowing that I am almost done with this illness. I have improved 50% with my RSD in the last 6 months (100% in chronic fatigue, etc.) with my holistic doctor, and this ketamine infusion is going to erase the memory of the RSD from my brain for forever. When I get out, I will continue my holistic care, hormone therapy, and spiritual growth so that something like this NEVER happens again to me. I feel it... it's almost over. The RSD has done its job, and now I can move forward a new person, a divine child of Spirit, and impact the lives of others is GREAT ways. I cannot wait!!!! My life is so beautiful now. I can't even imagine how wonderful it will be pain free! But I will know VERY soon!!!!