**Just answered this question on my formspring page. It's a quick update on how I am feeling about my hospitalization on Monday. I will write a more substantial post about how I am feeling and the AMAZING and quick spiritual growths I have had over the last few days concerning this treatment.
How are you feeling with the ketamine fusion approaching?
I've done a lot of praying, meditating, and asking for guidance, and I finally feel good about going in. Do I want to spend another week in the hospital? HELL NO! My spirit isn't sick, so when I have to do these things, it destroys me. BUT, I have this internal knowing that I am almost done with this illness. I have improved 50% with my RSD in the last 6 months (100% in chronic fatigue, etc.) with my holistic doctor, and this ketamine infusion is going to erase the memory of the RSD from my brain for forever. When I get out, I will continue my holistic care, hormone therapy, and spiritual growth so that something like this NEVER happens again to me. I feel it... it's almost over. The RSD has done its job, and now I can move forward a new person, a divine child of Spirit, and impact the lives of others is GREAT ways. I cannot wait!!!! My life is so beautiful now. I can't even imagine how wonderful it will be pain free! But I will know VERY soon!!!!
6 comments:
I just know in my heart this is going to help propel the healing process!! You will be fine and I will be praying and thinking of you! :) I'm sending you something next week, tell your momma to bring it to you! XOXO
Thank you soooooooo much! I love you xoxoxo
I totally feel it for you too! I can't wait until you are pain-free! I am praying and affirming for you that you are healed! It is already done. :) xoxo
Hi, Mary! Thank you soooooooo much! I really appreciate it! I can't wait to tell you I feel better!
MUCH LOVE, HOPE & ENERGY!! Being in the hospital on ketamine is not as bad as for things like surgery, it makes everything on TV seem really interesting and funny ;P
All the best!! May this be all that it should be for you xxoo
I really hope it helps you. You deserve to be pain free. Hugs.
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